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Old 5 (is this getting old yet? xD )

Do you have a cold?
No, i'm just Sick.

MAMA they think I'm crazy! They wont let me go;

they give me these pills that make everything slow.

i'll tell you what makes me crazy the sound of their voices.

they tell me i have to stay here; they give me no choices.

what the fuck is going on here? please, somebody explain.

why cant i remember anything when im racking my brain?!

i swear i'll calm down if you just let me loose.

i dont understand any of this, just give me some clues

where are my parents or my sisters; the ones i hold dear

find them, they'll tell you that i dont belong here!

what do you mean you cant get them? just give me a phone!

ill get them on their cells if they dont pick up at home!

quit telling me im sick, bitch, i know what i am!

i want to speak to my family, what dont you understand?

now what are you saying? we were just together!

my sister just visited me; why wont you go get her?

she'll tell you, i swear, we watched a movie the other day.

Fuck you! you're lying. i dont believe what you say!

im not 40 years old! i turn 28 this year

my family needs me, just let me out of here!

quite saying that, they're alive, i saw them just the other day!

shove those pills up your ass; why are you treating me this way?

Please not the needle, no, Please Doctor no!

...MAMA they think im crazy, they wont let me go!

Old 4

Insom(a)niac

I'm tired,

I'm tired of Dreams that don't come true,

tired of things that I can't do.

I'm tired of eyes Open late at night,

tired of waiting for the morning Light.

I'm tired of wanting you to be there,

tired of knowing That You don't care.

I'm tired that through

out all of this insight,

I'm still up at 2am,

talking to You tonight.

Old 3

Spider-Silk Heart-Strings

Oh once I loved a spider,
But I was born a fly.
She wore a black coat
And a red bowtie.

She tore off my wings, 
Bound me with her hair
She looked into my eyes
And carried me into her lair.

I saw her set the table,
Watched her rip me apart,
I came back as a ghost
And saw her eat my heart. 

Older stuff #2

If the world were my design

i'm staring into Your eyes

and you're gazing into mine

and i'm only wishing right now

that i could see into your mind.

you say You're feeling cold

and you grasp my hand real tight

and i cant remember just how we felt

but i just know it was alright.

now well we're walking down the hallway

and i'm just loving that You're there

and yet my brain still feels concerned

but my heart knows that you care.

and im feeling kinda worried

and yet im feeling kinda fine

because you know that i'll be Yours

and i know that you'll be mine.

Older stuff #1

Tree Song

i walked a poets walk

under the quiet Trees of time

everything passed through mind

except for reason or rhyme

and the Trees began to dance

and the Sky began to spin

i was caught up in a trance

and it was still yet to begin

in floated a Spectre

holding flowers: a golden hue

in floated a Spectre;

i could see that She was you

and we danced with the Trees

and we spun with the Sky

and while we swam through the Air-

we didn't quite ask why, but

We sang a lovers song

in the lively forest of life

A happy tree husband

and his happy tree wife.

And why would i love thee?

And why  would i love

you?  why  would i love

the  brown,  brown eyes

that  i find  myself forever

gazing  into,  or  the flowing

hair, cascades, tumbling over

your shoulders? why would i love

you, your gentle walk, the sway of

your body to the rhythm of our hearts

beating intertwined? why would i love your

smile, o! your beautiful smile, shining a light into

the emptiness of the void left in your absence. why

would i love the way that no matter where you are, far,

near, you can always bring me happiness? why would i love

you when it hurts so much to lose you?

i don't know.